Anonymous asked: Describe your first love
well i have dated a couple people in the past, and the guys always said i love you first so i felt inclined to say it back even though i never meant it full heartedly our relationships were based more off of infatuation with one another than anything else…
But i can honestly say that Dustin is my first real love. we have been friends for 5 years and over the last two we have grown a lot closer. we have been dating for 6 months now, which i guess doesnt seem like that long of a time when you think about it but for me it is the longest relationship i have been in. he is great to me and he is really sweet. we are one of those couples that pick on each other and call each other names and goof around all the time but in the end we still care for one another. being friends before we started dating i think is what makes our relationship work so well, cause we dont have to go around impressing each other or always look our best or anything like that cause we know how we both really are. hell even on the days that i look like complete shit (messy hair, mis matched pjs, and unshaved legs) he will come over and wanna cuddle with me and say that i am the most beautiful girl in the world. yeah we bicker sometimes over dumb things ( like where to go for lunch, what movie to watch, just dumb stuff) he is more outgoing and louder than i am and im more a quiet person. at school i guess you could say he is kinda popular with a lot of people. a lot of people know him and talk to him which i think is great cause he used to be really shy and all. ii have those moments though when i kinda look at myself and the people he talks to and hangs out with and i think ” why is he with me, i probably embarrass him in front of all his friends” but it is never like that he is never afraid to put his arm around me or give me a kiss in front of his friends, he has told me that he is proud to be my boyfriend, and that just kinda makes me smile cause i guess in the way that i think of the world a guy like him (well toned and athletic) wouldnt wanna date a chubby girl like me. but he makes me feel beautiful, he tells me how much he loves me and he treats me right. we may not be the most romantic couple and are dates consist mostly of going to wrestling shows or half apps at applebees but i dont mind. cause that is the way he shows affection, he likes me going to things that he enjoys cause he wants to share the experience with me. and the same for me, i took him to a play and i had him watch my tv shows and movies, and that is just the way we involve each other in both our lives. we may not necessarily like the same things but we put up with them because we know that one of us likes it and it makes them happy. with all the hugs, cuddles, tears, kisses, smiles, laughs, arguments, car rides, and adventures that we had both in the past and in the last 6 months that we are dating i think that i can say that this goofy boy that i have come to love so much is my first true love… and i probably didnt describe it really well and i probably went off on a bit of a rant but that is just what came to my mind… hope this kinda described it for you anon sorry it was so long
*i am willing to answer any more questions if you guy wanna send them anon or not i will answer anything :D
He fell asleep on me when I was playing minecraft, but it’s okay. I don’t mind. he is kinda cute when he sleeps. He snores a bit and his hair is messy. and even though I’m still awake he has his arm around me. honestly laying in bed next to him is something I find a lot of comfort in.
Fuck what my stomach looks like in a bikini or what my thighs look like in shorts. I want my plate to be colorful for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I want to run a mile and feel like running 10 more afterwards. I want to feel like I’m filled to the brim with energy all day long. I just want to be healthy.
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